Otenjyobi - Ke-Kii (Birthday Cakes) !!

This is one of the 12 zodiac celebrating - Otenjyobi in office!! Its our traditional!!




Then we have KC's birthday. WE bought him a Char Siew Bao for a cake... Hhahaha. well, we requested for that!!





Then he is happy that Eve bought him a stawberry mini-cake.




Now he's happiest when Teresa bought him a BIG MANGO CAKE!!




Then I went home to try my skill in NAIL ART... How did I fare??




Next we proceed to Cousin's house to celebrate his dad (my uncle's) birthday, where his chinese date and english date falls on the same day!!!!!





He's very naughty, for he kept gesturing "die" when we tired to take his pictures. Then I asked him to try my signature - "twist" !.. wahahha, works fine..........



There, my younger cousin - KenJi!! Getting more fit and hansamu (Yes! handsome in Japanese). But too bad ladies.. he's taken...
and I tell you ... the two of them ... very ... yar lar... you know... ok... good ...



Hmmm.. let me recall the birthdays:

June - Jane's & June (yes, June)
July - Karen's & Apple's
August - Gerry's
September - Eve
October - MINE - EVO - MOI - BABY'S
Dec - Amy.

I need a break.

Although its has only passed 3 months since I went on an overseas trip, I felt I need another break real quick.
Works being piling on and on with reshuffling of work responsibilties. Fire-fighting is common. I need a break to re-charge and re-energise.

Been doing some thinking. I just want to enjoy my relationship. But I cannot forget the past lies and hurt. So much so that like my blog name, I am getting more and more Paranoid (pardon the pun). I cannot for once trust anyone for the time-being.

To : IO

"Yesterday, you cancel our date for a last minute dinner date . I kept telling myself that you are not gonna just run off with some scandal. I had myself 1/2 convinced that everything's gonna be just fine and 1/2 wondering when you mentioned you will call but didn't because some other girls are ard you? I knew I am in trouble when you said you had a headache etc etc.. and had to delay calls etc etc. I am worried abt your headache (as usual), but I thought as well. :"Headache? Will you then need to sleep and then go call some other girls like the last time?"

"I've been trying to tell you that because of the 4 incidents, I cannot trust you completely now and It is hurting me now. it will also hurt our relationship in the long run. I cannot feel a good future with you, Fearing that for all the years to come, I will spending every waking moment away from you imagining that you will be unfaithful."

I have forgiven you previous times because you claimed that you will NOT lie again. For 4 times.

I have forgiven you previous times because you have promised to make it up to me and claiming that time will tell your sincereity. But none. I been trying very hard, but I just cannot forget about all these. It will haunt me for as long as we are together. But each time i tried to tell you, you merely assumed that I am throwing my tantrum or just being 'tao-qi".

I have accepted that fact that you cannot spend more time with me because of your work commitment and the fact that you wanted to sleep in till 3pm every weekend. What I cannot accept is your lies and empty promises. Yes. I need the courage to leave you. I sometimes just wish that you will let me see you and your scandal and that I can leave you forever. About your so-called changes;

It donned on me that no one's gonna change their character for anyone else. The only changes in relationships are - Maturity, Trust or distrust for that matter, Feelings

Now I just hope my feelings for you can fade away slowly.

WEIRD DREAMZ

I had a weird dream last night. Was in an extremely big room that has many obstacles. I was lagging behind. All my relatives have completed the 'course'. My cousin offered to help me cross those hurdles where the last station was a 'haunted' room. One of the spirit of our late relatives will be in there. I was scared out of wits, (I'll skipped the middle part). At the other end of the room, a car drove up and the driver (Appears to be Hell Constable) exchanged the spirit. And it was my Gramma.. My cousin and I shouted for her, but she doesn't recognise us anymore. We rushed to hold and pull her and her arms are so cold. She was smiling, but she couldn't speak. Slowly, she doesn't look like my Gramma anymore.

I woke up in a startle and cried like a baby. The dream seems to say Gramma has reincarnated and won't recognise me anymore. Then I realised I still misses her alot.

Vesak DAY! (12 May 2006)

Happy Vesak DAY! (12 May 2006)

But not really happy day for me, cos I misplaced my IC and cannot find it. And my dad FORCED me to make a police report (which is totally un-called for!!) Why??!! The policeman even "laughed" at me

HIM: "Uh-Ha, you know U don't have 2 report for lost of IC alone?"

ME: "Yah... But my dad won't let me off with his nagging until he sees the report from you."

HIM: "How old's your dad... " Chatter chatter... Chatter chatter...

SIGN*** There goes my *HARD-EARN* $100.00 for the replacement.

I was so inspired that I spent my time Trimming my Fringe, Plucking my eyebrows into shape, did manicure and MADE this pendant from a HP Accessory, old chain and some beads from another pendant !! QUICK~~ PRAISE ME~~

Then I proceed to clear my room.. AND said goodbye to my 'Giant' soft-toys... That was the last batch I threw out this yr! WEll.. I left it on my Void Deck, and hrs later, it's gone.. AS usual someone else in the block decides that they were clean enough for their children and brought them home..

Then we went "Lao-Hokkien" at Arab Street for MOther's Day celebration.. Heng.. Its not as expensive as I expected cos the one at Balestia cost much more the previous time we dined there. And we made our MAMA cried.. Hahah.. she cannot stop laughing at our jokes la..

On Saturday, I dolled myself up (one of the rarest mood as I hate having to remove make-up after a tiring shopping trip) How?? Not very professional but still Presentable la. ~~~




I cannot resist lar!!!!! (weird that when i was much younger, I used to Sulked at the camera when being forced to take photos)

Quite sad to see myself like a round potato on the Couch... Was dinning at Bugis Cafe... nice ambience, but not - so - nice food.. Terra at Bugis Junction is still better.

As usual, cannot resist shoes.. and convince myself that I need this pair for my cousin's wedding banquet in December!! hahahah.. Its very Lady!! And each shoe comes with a Dust-bag to wrap!! Its very very high too!! I suppose I will only wear it once.. (like my other heels). Speaking of which, i intend to throw a few pair (condition 8-9/10)

SO, if you are Size 4 and don't mind shoes that are wear a few times.. let me know.. its a pity throwing them away, really..

Now, my whole body's aching.. Cos I went Gym yesterday. Next Sunday, will go to Hougang Gym (much bigger than Bedok's and Yo Chu Kang's) with Evelyn and Francis.. hahaha.. I will run my way to SLIMDOM!!

People~People

Cute Or NOt????
She's Amelia, my P1 Student.. .(yes, I gave tuition on weekends...)
She's whiny, wants me to 'sayang' her and gets jealous when I explained work to her sister...
She's also sneaky cos when she doesn't want to learn her spelling, yet wants to get a star, she wrote all the words on her table !!




This is her sister, P4 student - Amanda. She also get jealous when her sister gets 'easy' stars because P1's spelling is much easier than hers!! Hahah.. so I have to give her more stars when she can get all her Mathematics Corrections (yes, you read me right) correct!!!

******I donno why I had my eyes half-open... ********



When to town after tuition and had a tiny dinner in Carl's Junior... (heard of it ages ago, but its my first-time there.. Hahah)

SEE!!!!! Look at us make a dive at their super big burger!!!!!

Yar, you can tell who won*********




With not getting enough bites of the burger, I went crazy on my much needed shopping trip. Bought a new semi-trans Mango top (cannot really see thou) - and wonder which bra goes with it. 2 pairs of shoes (i search the whole Far-East plaza for any kind of shoes in size 4.. real torture for me), 2 pairs of clip-on ear-rings, CDs (Not pirated ok!!) and JPG FRAGILE with part of my "progress" over the weekend.....
Felt really much better.. hahah retail theraphy...

Btw, I bolded JPG Fragile due to the fact that I 'struggled' on the thought of buying or to saved that $100... Well... Let's just say I am still a fragrance Freak!! Haha



I went home and had a 2 hrs chat with my sisters!! WooPow... Real good chat cos its been long time since we did that.

Here's Pekky, complaining that I was taking her space (i sat in her bed) She had to lie on that cold hard floor.. with the air-con blowing directly at her.

Here's evidence why we can be so noisy at times!!! We decided to wrap her up like a 'white' Curry-pulf. (i still like to call it Curry-POK)

Some of my friends don't believe me when I told them we hardly argue!! Well.. guess when we grew up, its more rationale to talk things over then argue & make a big deal... Afterall, I still believe that We can only be reincarnated as Human once in the 72 life-times that one goes through reincarnation.. So... you got me la...