Lara 的歌。 想起地狱的恶魔，没比人心邪恶

Lara 的 -- 下雨天。。。

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘
一個人擦淚
一個人好累
怎樣的雨 怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑才能夠有你的體貼


Evo 的心境。。

"。。。不禁想到。。。地狱的恶魔，因该没比人心邪恶。
毕竟，地狱的恶魔，是人气绝后的化身。
天空不会一直下雨。

想象自己站在幻想中的桥梁上遥望。
发现信心有裂痕，微笑的人最险恶。
摧毁我的权利， 是谁给你的？
在乐图之中的那条路，迷雾了。
平静中的复杂，黑暗的明楚。。
挣脱不开的网，蝴蝶在瞬间的记忆。。。
被摧毁了.."

Evo 看起来笨笨的。。。
But.. ...

Today.. realised that Evo's suitor is actually attached!
Heng she KPO and asked.. and "Asked and you shall receive"
Evo already felt its weird, that's why asked. Cannot believe it man..
Who says handsome guys are more flirtatious?
This guy is not good looking... is as flirtatious as ever.. ...
What's his intentions? What's he thinking...
And worse.. Evo was told he is planning to get married in 2009!!
(If evo heard correctly...that it... )

Humans.............

Drink Drank Drunk - - Drunkards on 11 Oct 2008

Late post...
11 October: SheBangs


Ah Seng (Upon seeing evo): " Tot its a ALL GUYS only night out!! "
Evo :"zzzzzzzzzzzz"

Very fierce... Ah Seng and Sze Tien (斯添)。。。





一。。 二。。三。。 联拍。。。
Alex and Evo...



四。。五。。 六。。 联拍。。。
Evo and Christ....




Evo :"Am not drunk lor!"
But the pic look drunk rite...
Tell you who really got drunk lor!! ....




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NC16.
Please proceed at Viewers Discretion,

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This weird uncle.. came to our table with a FULL bottle of Chivas.. Offering to play games with the games and treat them drinks...
BUT he kept "Da" himself when he didn't even lost.. In end.........

Ah seng, Sze Tien Drink, Drank and Drunk.. and PUke later at Golden cafe!!!

hmhmh.. Wasted 1 Tower beer, 2 Chivas and 1 more Chivas by Kenneth, untouched, kept for another day.......

(Which Kenneth, Alex and Evo went on following Thurs to drink ...
the guys very power.. cleared a bottle, then later went to mini-bar for 1 tower beer.)

See part II later........
LOL............
Evo, like Chivas........

Yes, Christ.... Evo will silently pour n drink.. thick thick... half Chivas half Green Tea..

Drama Mama

These few days, there had been drama from this crazy bitchy mama..

NOt really mama, just that she's the oldest in the team and acted a total bossy bitch... Its becoming so draining to work with ...

Evo realised she really do not like customer service related jobs. Operations are still fine.. and she still loves art.

The same problems exist no matter where she goes.. its all the same.. just manifested itself in different issues and states.

Full moon today. And at work, some stress triggered her emo - mood again.
But I guess, its embedded in her all the while.................................................

我的心有几道墙。

这个 post 想了很久。
每个礼拜至少一两次，都到pub/club 喝。。。
明知是不好的事，仍旧照去不误。

像星期一，去了gym, 还是和同事去 pub。。
是有如 Izumi 说的空虚吗？
可能吧。。。

心情的起伏。。 有时也令自己害怕。
很怕自己是 alcoholic. 到了周末，就像是在找解脱似的。
总想要喝酒，跳舞，要开心，要狂欢。。
但，会发现。。

很久没有人疼爱，
很久没有人重视，
很久没有真正的开心，
很久没有痛快的哭泣，
很久都找不到自己。。。
忘了到底迷失了多久。。。

没有真心的笑容，　只有我努力伪装的笑容
一丝泪光，遮掩了未知的辛福．
失去了快乐的愿望．．．

心中的那几道墙，　没有窗，　含就化不开．

He's just not that...

小晶晶 asked me to read this Book: "He's just not that into you.."

The bottom line is that men are not complicated and there are no mixed messages. If he doesn't ask you out, call you soon after a date, or claims to be too busy to call you, then he's just not that into you. Coming up with reasons that he might not have called that are not critical of you is a natural defense mechanism.. because most of the time.. "He's just not that into you.."

Hmm.. And one of the nights, while we were emo-ing, (U started first hor.. )..

晶晶: "I really just think it is a mistake on his part to have blown away a chance like that. He just thought that he can play around but now that something happened and he had to take responsibility towards her.. a guy cannot be NOT into you to have thought through the process and potential of starting a family with you before he proposed "

I really do not know what guys are thinking. NOT even after I read this book.

And I cannot identify myself with Scoprio's traits. . .

Last Fri, Derrick (one of ex) called me .. wanting to meet me after my drinking session. Chatted abit and declined his offer to send me home. Then he asked if I would want him back..


晶晶: "why are all the 烂桃花coming back to you again??!"

I don't know. My Fengshui not good enough.