Saw this website for testing which Tarot Card best describes me.. hohoho... true to certain extend... Ya.. i know... back in IFS, I could have easily done several readings.. but didn't bother to do it.. then got myself totally engrossed with online ones!! har.. Irony huh?




You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at homedecorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.


Farnie... how come most of the readings seems to suggest i am the someone else whom i cant relate with??

***我问为什么，为什么不解释，低着头沉默，不想挽回什么。

不再是你的快乐， 却苦笑说都懂了，自尊常常将人拖着把爱都走曲
谁自顾自地走，谁忘了看着我，谁让爱变沉重，谁忘了要给温柔。

多么不舍得，太爱了所以没有哭，没有说。***

当我知道，有了第三者时，祝福你们的快乐已经和我无关了。

如果，你要我再祝福你们，我不是已经说了吗？

还有，请不要再打电话给我。

终于。。。

终于。。。
窝在家也不行，出门也渐渐闷了。。。

终于。。。
换了新的工作，新的眼镜，新的人生。。。

终于。。。
不再想哭，不再自责，不再盼望，但，

终于。。。
还是戒不了 Soler 的陌生人。。。

我说过，背叛我的人，不回过的顺利，不会开心。我也会恨一辈子。。 更何况， 是你对不起我。是你的错，你还能理直气壮，把一切的一切，都说是我的错。分离不到8个月，你的孩子也出世了。让我再坏心眼一次，没有基础的婚姻，是不会长久的。。。

但，现在我也只想祝福你会快乐。因为不管我过得好余否，你也不会瞧一眼。不管我哭得再多，你也不会理。曾经说过的，承诺过的，已被别人取代。很快的被取代。。

终于我也。。。
换了新的人事物。。。
我会好好过。