Normal~Boring

Cool Flowers!! Too bad its not mine. Hahah, but I uploaded it cos if anyone wanna get me flowers, this is the standard!! I don't dig 3 stalks anymore!! hahaha....




You think I can carry off a Hip Hop Look?? Hehehehe.. there's this studio that teaches Hip Hop dances, 12 lessons for $150.. ($120 for Member).. or should I learn Salsa??



I think I look nice.. So here'e another Hip HOp (partial) image of me!!




Just to update, I joined Fan Club of Elvin Ng! Aka Ah Liang! all my colleagues knew I am goofed up by him! hahaha, even had his pictures pasted on my walk! (okie, only 2. Okie, takes to BOB who prints them for me!)
I'm so gonna faint when I get the chance to meet him in person! Shall have to wait till JUNE!! WOOOPEEE.!!!~~~ BTW, the members are called Elves... hahaha.. And me?
Pretty Evo Elf..




Also, i just acquired a Coach tote. Real handy and can contain loads of loot... hahha..


Hmm... was conversing with an ex who seems more like a friend/brother (to sound clinche.) thru emails and was talking abt his ex's whose condition that seems akin to my mum's.. Totally cool guy cos he understood what I was going through and dishes sound advice. More of an exchange of information rather than mere superficial concerns.. For a while, I felt somehow much better about this whole stress..

I know, certain times I felt I can't relate to certain friends. They who paid only lip-services, give superficial concerns and quickly dissed my issues as minute as compared to their's (for instances)

• Unable to find a compere for their fore-coming wedding,
• not enough money for their house,
• their 14 mth old daughter learning to walk and having to bring her to play school,
• re-renovating their flat just because,
• loan for cars,
• bragging about their wonderful husband/bf at their beck and call,
• How big their diamond ring was and how they don't have to pay a single cent to get it,(Hmm, okie, I'm jealous ok. Happy?)
• Or Non existence sex life,

You get my drift.

There are times when you felt that you gave more into a certain friendship but she take you for granted. She asked you out so that she can flaunt the material gains she's gotten from her guy... To Flaunt her new and better-paid job...(for your record, - you know who are you, I do earn more than you, I happen to take alot of pride in my work for I am delegated with authority and I am smarter & more contented than you are. Oh Yes I am!)

Guys do that too, I suppose, for I have guy pals who cared more about drinking and finding 1-night stands or scoring a more prestige Car/Bike.. (Yes, Bike too) or constanting asking to be introduced to my prettier gal-pals. Sure, there are magazines telling us to give up a toxic friendship... so If you feel that I seem to be absent awfully alot, you know where I am coming from.

That's besides the point, glad that my mum's slowly getting back to her feet and having less out-burst with dad. Glad that I am slowly recovering from my flu and virus attack to my tonsils (as usual). Glad that Finally we will have 2 in-house staffs that I can bully~Ahem, teach and delegates to.. I wonder how my previous Ops manager must have felt to be empowered to teach and nurture me..She was hard on me. But I'll say she did a Fine job! (haha, Hey boss, you reading this??)

Evo: "Da peh Gong bless me. Keep me as happy as I can be for as long as I live".

"Love comes from the heart and not have the eyes, that is why Cupid Love is born blind"

Balaclava Night Out!

First Jan Jan posted some 'lost' photos from February
- the time we dine at Tong Lok and downed 2-5 mini pots of 'Gui Lin Gao' each.. Of cos, i ate the less!! Its so so so bitter although Apple poured all the honey she had in her own pot for me!! Ifs its not for the fact that 'Gui Lin Gao' suppose to 'Yang-yan', I wont touch that stuff!


This is me and Jan Jan, sharing a fried durian puff.. the last one!! hehehe, too bad Gavin's car's 'allergic' to that smell and he wont touch this divine stuff!


Group photo -
First row: Gavin, Eve - Dragon Slayer and Apple (rumoured editor of HK Apple daily News)
Second Row: Jan Jan and Moi



(Suntec 2006-04-15 1900hrs - 2100hrs)
Gavin, Eve, Francis and I met up for dinner at Mache and chit chatted while waiting for Jan Jan... WELL. Apple backed out last minute cos her brother came to visit that evening. Food at Mache's still the same.. not too fantastic, but not too horrible... And we sat in that 'HUT' so its super cozy..

(Balaclava 2006-04-15/16 2100hrs-0130hrs)
We made our way into Balaclava - my first time there. Surprise that there's NO COVER CHARGE! Well...
Gavin: "PUB ok.. .not Club.. Cover for what?"

We spent like 30 minutes joking and chatting while the waiter waited... (they're waiter cos they suupose to wait?? wahahah) and in end, we ordered:

1. Red wine - Eve
2. 2 Bottles of beer - Francis and Me
3. 1 jug of Strawberry magaritas -Jan Jan & Gavin

Here's me and Eve!! She's NOT drank!! Yet....


We don't understand why the lights followed us and turned out like that in pictures.. but who cares!! Hahaha..

We had our usual rounds of finger-guessing games and blinging. Only the usual ones lost - who were, Jan Jan, Gavin and ME!!! TSK TSK TSK TSK TSK ....

And poor Gavin was high... Very high... Cos he ordered Chivas on the rocks!!! Hahah.. His 'Just got raped' Look for that night...

There after, we ladies ordered more wine (Eve), lychee Martini & Chivas - curtesy of Gavin (Jan Jan) and 1 more bottle of beer and a PINT of Hooegarden Forbidden fruits (ME!! Only $19 for 1 pint!! Cheap!)

That was how we looked that night... Hmmm. no special effects.. its the lights in the room.. I am impressed with all us girls cos these were shot after we downed all the drinks!!!

Looked scary, but I tried not to think too much about this photo...

Can you see the boots I was wearing ???!!! Finally had a chance to!!


Me and Francis. Period.

Then Gavin tried to post off as a Malay woman when some guys offered 'her' drinks... Just kidding! He's just really fooling around with Jan Jan's scawl... That's how we tell he cannot drink anymore!!!

Overall we had a good time, the waiters are cute. The guys in the opposite table are cute.. Yar.. Eve, i know...

Eve: "He's 7.5, but when he took out his lighter for a smoke, he's a 0!

Me: "You know, it still wouldn't hurt to have some smoking hunks, then disshead.. Yar?"

Jan Jan: "Okie... we'll see more smoking hunks this Friday at MOS!!!

You Bet!! (I hope I made my point! Haha)

Stress

Pardon my vulgar-ness today.

I AM FUCKING STRESS AND ANGRY.

Now that it is almost the end of the day, I have felt slightly better, but still a tad FUCKING STRESS AND ANGRY.

Alot of things happen today at work. And I cannot blog about it. Just this: "Why would we pay to out-source then have them tell you their problem???"

And my back's damn 'suan'. I've got insomnia again. Lasted 2 weeks already. My foot's not totally healing like it should. NO one knows about how I feel. Everyone just commented that I can 'ren' nonsense from people and can't seem to be sad. Hell... I am feeling so insecured, paranoid and terribly troubled now. I don't know what is wrong with me.

And something stupid has to happen today. I am FREAKING TIRED from this shit. I need a break. And a drink.

Received an sms from a friend last night whom I decided to SMS. HE seems to understand Exactly what I said.

MY SMS: "You were right. Its too Late."
HIs reply? :" There is no right or wrong. Only time can tell of whatever outcome."

Then I felt so bad for disturbing him and donned on me that People might not want to hear about my problems. Suddenly, I felt so lonely. I scrolled through my phone book of 55 names and to none did I react towards. Seems like no one understood me (typical scorpio) and I continued to sink in self-wallow.

What the heck am I still writing for?? I duno. I just felt so angry. I REALLY MUST STAND FOR MY OWN RIGHTS. For now, I'm gonna just blank out my mind for the rest of the night. Had enough of crying.

BTW, don't tell me its Menopause. I am still young. And its not depression cos I don't feel sucidal at all.

Hello VS Heveno..

Read in a comic strip:

Mrs A: "Hello. How's your day?"

Mrs B: "I hope you would use the word 'Hello'. I find it very offensive. Hello is the mixture of Hell and O."

Mrs A: "Then what should i use?"

Mrs B: "You can say Heaveno. It is much more pleasant"

Mrs A: "Now, I really hope you won't use that either. Heaveno is just a mixture of Heaven No. I find that very offensive"

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Where's my laugh track?? Not Funny?? Hehehehe..

Spot the difference!!

Picture A



Picture B:


Yes!!! They are the same cover all right, but the words!!! Look at the wordings!! One's Au De Natural and the other... translated Taiwan version!!! %_%$#$%#&^%
I didn't notice that at all!! Sharks. Its also slightly different inside, there are Taiwanese models instead Jap ones!! (Sorry guys, no Lin Chiling though)...

I had a fell on Wednesday Morning on the way to work. . . This was what happened.

I donned my new green lacey Victorian top after much hesitation and wore my new purple furry pumps to match.

Then I made my way to the office after alighting from the bus-stop opposite:
See the RED CROSS??
My pumps got caught at the ROAD WORKS' wire and I fell. FACE - DOWN!!!




End results??? Bruises (scratches and blue black)
And my sole hurts so much, i had to take 1/2 day leave on Friday to this "Shaolin Wushu Medical Hall" So.. this bandage. And am confine to this sofa for whole of Friday & Saturday... ....




Nevertheless, last weekend was not a moment of DULL. cos its my youngest sister's B'day!!!
See this cute "peach" cake my dad bought!! Its looks like some Chinese longevity BAO right?? wahahaha...



Yar, and we had a (small) ball of a time when my sister wanted to slit her own throat with the cake-cutter because she still has to study for her exams!!!


That Basically sums up my 'poor' weekend... Looking forward to clubbing with JanJan (Unplain Jane), Eve the Slayer, KC-Gavin and Apple... (All Swim team Golden Member) Wonder where we will be going.. I must remember to charge my D.cam batteries... been trapped in cob-web for like 3 months???

Lucky for the holiday on and off... I can recharge my own batteries.
Mum's getting better, except for the once-a-day blow her top event. She's also taking medication.. (Good Girl). Hope every aspect of my life can go back to normal... Wish me luck..