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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

For every good, there's a bad.

First, my mum's diagnose with Multiple Sclerosis in 2001, common known as MS to Causasians, affects the central nervous system. The disease can appear in men or women, though women seem to have the disease about twice as often as men, but is usually found in young adults (16-40 years old).

MS causes lesions on this sheath and this damage causes the nerves to function improperly. Eventually, scar tissue can build up at the site of the lesions and this causes permanent damage. These lesions can appear anywhere in the central nervous system, and can in turn cause a wide variety of problems.

Some of the symptoms associated with this disease include:
- problems with bladder and bowel control
- memory problems
- troubles with vision, or blindness
- fatigue
- hearing troubles
- troubles with balance
- muscle weakness
- numbness or tingling in the extremities
- decreased perception


Out of which, my mum experienced all! And she refuses to take medication! You simply cannot coax, force or scold her like a kid, afterall, she's my mum!! It has been very stressful and it did not help that her working partner is a total Wh@re
! I know its very rude of me to write that, but I cannot help it.

At times, i wonder if i will inherit this disease too? How alike are our genetic make-up?

See, the thing is, my mum cannot control all these. These symptoms has affected her speech, personality and working abilities to certain extend. People came to knew her condition and began to take advantage of her. Let's just say Karma is true, and retribution will either fall on those own or their next generation.

Which serves my notion of "For every good, there's a bad". I mean, you can continue bullying my mum and verbally abuse her. You can take advantage of her kindness and get freebies at company's expenses. But you will pay in time to come. In full and more.
But for people who call on us with kind and sincere intentions, you know who you are, you will be blessed with good health and all wonders of the world. Its still nice to know there's 2 or 3 out there who comes visiting and caring SINCERELY.

For myself, home's not going well, job's piling like nobody's business and relationship's a null now. Now the reverse, For every bad, there's a good for me.
I begin to realise i have the capbility to care for this family.
I learnt much more when ppl "delegates" to me, for better or worse.
I will be enjoying Singlehood for the longest time (no more waiting like an idiot by the phone, no more crying sadly).. dating guys for all I care. That is until I am sick of Singlehood, I will plunge myself in another Vicious cycle of r/s. Then all the problem begins again.

Maybe what the fortune-tellers' words will be true. I will marry a rich man, either that, we'll be rich after he marries me (cos I got "wang fu" face. HEY! Go argue with the 3 fortune tellers who told me that!). And my career will only take off after 30 yrs old. Maybe, its me who get rich and benefitted my future spouse..hahaha. I can stop working at 50 and enjoy life with 3 children. 2 boys, 1 girl.

Huh? I am digressing?? Who cares!! its my blog.. whahahaha..
Anyway, thanks for reading anyway.

Gone to Shopping!!!

Hey people,
Was back from China like beginning of March, but till now, I have yet to pack my "loot" !!

Its not really "Shoppers' Paradise" material, as all the stuff are from Wholesaler marketPlace (lossely translated from Cantonses)... They charge the same price if you take one piece, as compared to 2 of each pattern in different colours!! So guess what I did!

These are from Luggage Number 1..


... From Luggage Number 2...


... From Luggage Number 3....


And from Luggage Number 4!!!


And this is my pride of the moment!! Been lusting over this White Ceremic Chanel J12 for months... Bought in the Chanel Boutique in Hong Kong Airport. Bascially cleaned my bank for this trip, cos shopping in China alone caused me SIN $1000.

Then the watch. BUT TOTALLY LOVE IT NOW!!


Here's a closer look!!! (from my lousy Motorola V3 - VGA camera. So angry, I bought V3 on impulse cos I left my Dareling SamSung in the Dressing room of G2000 in Parkway Parade)



Also gotten a good fren - gie gie (can reveal your name not?? hehehe, got your face already lar) a heart shaped pink crystal. Got it from this Crystal shop in China, with my HP accessory.

Pink - Popularity

Yellow - Wealth

Purple - Love

Brown - Health
The rest ... i forget.. hehehehe..

here's Gie Gie!

Had a good chat with her last Saturday. Very touched with she asked: "How've you been? Read your blog, like got some issues..."
Everything will be fine, will dedicate another Blog on that: either call it, "What goes round comes round" or "For every good, there's a bad." Hahahahahaha.....


...... You asked what else I wanna buy???
THIS!!



I Mean I wanna buy this April issue of Vivi magazine. Went to Kino last week, but it hasn't arrive yet. Something I noticed, Vivi magazines from Taka-Kino is cheaper than Bugis-Kino. And the same time.

Who cares?? As long as I get a Copy!!! Heheheheh

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Je t'aime

It was our Swim team Captain - KC's b'day.

We (Swim team) went at this Korean Resturant oppo Haw Par Villa. And if you noticed, the table was already filled with Appetisers!! Only!! And we get to sit on the floor, which is suppose to be the traditional way Koreans eat at home.



Its so good that someone's there to serve you and help you BBQ the meat!!! Its really nice. Nice Ambience too. And accordingly to Lai Phing:
"The Korean manager is so so so CUTE! And I am sure he passed our tables (for the 100th time) just to look at me!!"





Whatever you see next is a blog delicated to myself!! I love myself!! Okie, let me tell myself in different languages:

To Nerdy me: French - Je Tiame



I do play the violin, i really do!!
Italian - Te Amo



Danish - Jeg elsker dig



This is my newly acquired perfume !!! I am totally freaked on fragrances!!
Dutch: Ik houd erg veel van jou (very much)



Notice my mole on my lower eye??? According to fortune telling, this is a mole for Flirty people!! I wonder if its true?? Hahahah.. well, some others said it is a 'Crying mole'..
German: Ich liebe dich




Me and my 'Smelly' bolster. I cannot sleep without hugging something soft. So that explains why i prefer guys without 6 pac... I like men with a little flab so I can hug them comfortably!!
Greek: Philo se




I have to rebond my hair like once every 9 months, if not i will look like i cannot wake up in time to tidy myself before leaving for work!! And I love my thick fat lips! (i used to hate it until my JC classmates voted me for the 'Best Kissable Lips' of Class-97C07)
Irish: Taim i' ngra leat




That's my Act- Ah beng Skinnky BF. As Evelyn said, whatever qualities you hated in a man, you will get to date one just like that.
How true can she be??? I really Hate this man now. For all the right reasons and the wrongs he have done. (Although not bad enough to condemn him to eternalty)



Never-mind that. Let me continue telling myself in-
Japanses: Aishiteiru
Javanese: Kulo tresno
Korean: Saranghae (Li Phing should learn this and tell the Korean Manager)
Portuguese: Eu amo-te (pronounced "Eu amu'-tee")
Romanian:Te iubesc
Spanish: Te amo (Same as Latin and Italian)
Swedish: Jag a"lskar dig

My colleague told me I have changed from a innocent young ger to a bitchy power woman at work... well not quite. I guess she don't really know how i work until recently when everyone seems to shed light on how much mwork i actually handled and how I react to get things done fast. (esp when the other providers can be misleading in handling out vital information)..

Other than that, I seem to have adapt a more aggresive attitude and demand what I think I deserve in R/S. So much so that I wonder if I really suit marriage. I mean, I don't even want to be faithful now. What is wrong? ?? Maybe its caused by my Mole on the eye bag!! Hahahah..

Whatever the case, part of me are confused and unwilling to be nice to ppl who are mean to me. I tink its normal for everyone to feel harm and wanted revenge, Let's Just hope i can be more Magnanimous. But being a Scorpio, I believe its gonna be very tough...

Sorry if this Blog is damn confusing, as my feelings are now as confused as ever. I need more excitment. Throw me in the wind..