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What will you do if you just bought new shoes but they don't fit you? It fits so well when you are trying them on, they look pretty on your feet. You fell in love with it, paid and brought it home. Since Day 1, it gave you nasty blisters.

Will you continue to wear it just because you paid for it? Will you stop loving the shoe? Will you just throw them away and get new ones that might fit better? Will you stop tinking about the pair that does not fit?

Or will you bring the shoe back to the store for stretching? After stretching, it fits for a day and shrunk back to original and gave you blisters again. This time, will you bear with the pain and continue wearing? Or will you totally gave up on that pair?

Decisions are plentiful right?
How do you ensure you make the right choice?
how would you decide in order not to regret?
Are you willing to try again or simply give up?
Choices. . .

In life, people are entitled to more than a pair of shoes.

But... What if you were that pair of shoe? How would you want your owner to choose?
Tell me, I want to know.

A shoe too Many

I can like totally relate to Cathy....



I went to the Library over the weekends to loan these... 3 more not in pictures.. wahahahah




Presenting you ...
My shoe collection... (3/4 of them here)

I am so totally proud of myself!!!



And some more here...



This Yellow Pair, i wore to work on Monday and within 2 hours... had big swollen Blistered on BOTH my pinky toes...
And you still ask me why you don't see me wearing these shoes to work......

Then I hesitated on even trying to wear this pair... will be worse that 2 big blistered pinky toes...

But I cannot stop buying them!!!

Then I had my hair rebonded. . . At Icon from Tampines. Its a Japanese brand.. Bless me that it last!



That's all la... i threw away 6 pairs because they are either not worn for 6 months or dirty... Sign......

Bitching ......

Wanted to talk about my collection of shoes.. but decided against it after what i heard.

(1) First thing, about 9 cows... Words had it that long ago in Portugal (or some other countries la), women's appearance are what got their parents the number of cows when they get married. This sailor fell in love with a commoner and the bride's father ask for only 4 cows bacause she was plain. But the Sailor gave him 9 cows. That was the maximum a family can ever asked for. In years to come, everyone revalled on how pretty his wife had become, radiant from within..

MOral of short (i somehow shorten the story alot):
He had always believed in his wife that she is worth 9 cows and gladfully offered her father what she was worth. You see, if you begin to have faith in yourself and your love ones in you, you can bloom from 4 cows to 9 cows.

Then New moral of the story:
The bigger a diamond ring you received for your engagement proposal, the more *worth* you are... Irony? But its true.


Perceptions and assumptions:

(2) My colleague who had a mutual friend of my bf's younger brother (ya, i know its confusing) happened to read his past blog and commented to me:
"You seems to be very demanding on ur bf from the way his brother described" and showed me the particular blog entry.

Now, it was a past event when my BF angered me and promised to pick me up after a clubbing celebration. He promised so much to arrived at 1am.. but did not answer my call till 2+ am. In which he actually fell asleep. Now, when he answered, he was apparent not happy that I was angry over his lack of time-management. (he slept in till late noon so who would have guess that he can still zzz like a dead pig?!)

And what his brother said was something like I was demanding him to fetch when I was out partying. If he had knew that his brother actually ask me to wait for him to pick me up because he wanted to make atones. If only he knew that all my friends left (sharing their own cabby) because someone was suppose to pick me up at 1am!

If only everyone has a FULL Picture of what is going on, then perhaps there'll be less resentment, and Bitchiness!!

So to those FiBiyatch in my life...... Get A LIFE and F off. I don't always have to pretend that I like you.

Paper Paper!!

I was free on Saturaday, so diligently cleared out my top cabinet ... containing lecture notes.
These are the evidence!! (not counting the numerous text-book I had conveniently chucked into the same cabinet yonks ago!!

Karang GuNI... Lai.........

Amidst all those notes.. I saw this........ hahaha.... I don even remember drawing that... That Lecturer must have been a bore.... ***Don't tell my parents..*** HAHA.



And also these!!!!

NOW.. I wonder if i really studied in my 2 years there.. wahahah.. I recalled trying to get more tattoo pictures off the net... and these were the two i considered for adding onto my existing small MOTH>> **its suppose to be butterful, but lots of friends claimed its MOTH**

And this other, which I tried to draw over my *MOTH* to make it look prettier...

By now, i am sure you all know how my extension looked like and it came from NONE of the above... Aiyoooo... But I still tink the wings are pretty nice.. Thinking of ading on..

Let me *sit* on that thought for few more months, in case I regret it...

AND THEN!!!! As if my weekend is not filled enough with PAPERS... look at my work desk on Monday! (13-Nov-2006)....

Welcome to *Great Wall of Evo*

View from the outside....... *I have put some away into boxes that morning* yet more spring out....... **It does look like I am well-protected from Ahem**

Can you see me???

My colleague wanna sayang me.. so she poured some sweets on **yet again** paper...

Jelly beans from states!!

Last weekend - Friday (10-Nov-2006) was good... Class gathering at **Yi- Dian- Xin** Centerstage - Marina Square.

This is UGLY DUCKLING!! So CUTE..... I ate it anyway.. and Ester said the mushroom fillings inside are its intestines etc........ Ahahahahahaha...... But I still ate it. YUM.

The rest of the feast!! YUM.........

Then we went to Esplande to **waste** time....... Till 1AM... chatted and laugh like no body's business... It feels so good to laugh silly like that night at times...
COOLAZZ***

*me and Kerryn* no chance to snap with the 4 others... next round ba..

Anni-Birth Celebration!

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4th Anniversary. 19 October 2006. 5.00PM
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Here I am in Spaggedies Italian Kitchen Marina Square, tucking into Fish and Chicken combo, garlic bread and strawberry milkshake...

Not sure anyone recalled, but here's the exact same date back in 2005 in Terra CAfe Bugis.. (19 October 2006. 6.00PM)

And I ordered the same stuff!! (Fish & Chips with Strawberry MilkShake!)... How different do I look?? hehehe...



Back To 2006:

Here, Francis telling me a pre-dinner story:

"Cong Qian you yi zhi ZHU, ming zi qiao zuo Baby............"

Look at his greedy face!! hehehe... Just cos I am buying dinner, he had to order the best!

That's baked salmon in red wine with baby potatoes, big plate of garlic bread - which we cannot finish, and Cherry Margarita!


I'm stuffed... enuff said about the food...

Then he ate so much that he had to head to the GENTS for AHEM... while I shopped around alone... By now, he would have known never to leave me alone with my wallet... COS I Instantly bought a purple Jacket!! It was Freezing!

After shopping (me only), we catch a movie "The Prestige" NEAT SHOW!!!!

And I returned home with a TINY Flower........... NO PRESENT..

haha, okie, I lied, my Anniversary present was the Tioman Trip... ha... And I gave him a Shirt... A VERY SMART SHIRT IN HIS SIZE~! (cos i've always bought the wrong size in the past ... wahaha)

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Birthday. 30 october 2006. 11.00AM

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Received a call from an Uncle

:"Wo si song hua de hor. Ni de Office si Lobby she mo?"
After telling him the lobby, I kept praying someone else will open the door when the uncle comes. WHY? cos once I signed for the flowers meant for my manager and some other collwagues asked if they were for me! SO PAISAY!

SEE! Pretty or not? Hehehe...Francis had it delivered to my office ... 5 stalks of lilies and some unidentified "friends" for companion. . . I must have been complaining WAY TO MUCH......

And some pressies from Colleagues!! THANK YOU. KAM SIA...




What surprises me even more is that my sister posted a message on her fav forum.... promised to reward those who wished me ... hahaha.. And one girl made this card for me....

I'm Yi.. Cos my sister's her "niang" (leong can in cantonese....) haha..

****NOW, you do know who her idol is, don't you****

Its been a happy 2-weeks for me!! BLESS ME with same happiness through .......

And I recalled Angie's (hei hei she) chinese sms..

Loosely translated:

"When you are happy, dropped some coins into a piggy bank. When you are sad, shake it and listen. Those are the sound of all your happiness. "

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