人为了不安， 而哭，
人为了伤心， 而哭，
人为了不敢， 而哭，
人为了感恩， 而哭，
人为了愤怒， 而哭，
人为了开心， 而哭。

我为了想哭，哭不出。

好久都哭不出来了。。 不知道原因。。
为何想哭。。。 是因为一至感到生活上的不足。
不足的地方，从不肯跟别人说。有时说了，朋友的回应常常是：
“你不像是会轻易沮丧的人呀。不要想太多！你club久，就没事了~“

说我朋友不多，人们也常以为是不可能的事。。
我厌恶我现在的工作，
却会为了，爸妈一直认为这是一份好的工作，我就该好好的做。
却会为了，问了神之后，也说是一份好的工作， 一直逼着自己。
一直逼着， 有时会在半夜醒来，感到一股心跳加速， 一阵害怕，不安，礁虏。

我厌恶我现在生活，我厌恶我现在的自己。

Shoe Attack Again

If you remember these from my presvious post,
then you must meet.....




...... My new Casts!!



When I tot i have OD on my addiction to shoes.. (cos as i spoke, i have like another 7 new ones not having gone through the "audtion Casting", stashed in boxes in my closet) .... my new colleague (distant colleague) Liana, has more then 100 pairs of shoes, in her store-room turned shoerode~! She confessed she once bought 10 pairs of shoes from heatwave, 5 of which were the same designs in different colours.

Rationale?
Liana: "Cos they (shoes) felt so comfortable! But of cos, i paid for with my own Credit Card...not my hubby's! "

Since then, I decided my addiction were just mild, and OD again whenever i passed by Mondo.. .. AND don't try to stop me......

GOOD FOOD IN BKK - (31 April - 3 May 2008)

Went for a trip to BKK from 31 April - 3 May 2008 with Lilo and her friend.
First we stayed in a boutique Hotel called _The Key Boutique Hotel for the first 2 nites. AND I WAS ALONE IN MY ROOM! hehehe..
cos Esther dear was suppose to go with us, but after several fainted communications, there's only 3 of us... naturally, Lilo n her friend will share a room, and me alone.

On the 3rd nite, we put up in Pan's house (MANSION/CONDOMINIM STYLE OF FLAT), completed with full air-con, kitchen, dinning area, 2 bathrooms and a maid's room on the first level and 3 LARGE bedrooms on the 2nd floor with 3 complete bathrooms in each room...

BUT ... we sort of freaked out on the first nite.. cos... wat was missing were the furnitures! I mean, there's beds and stuff, but the house was so huge.. like twice the size of a old 4A room flat, then X 2 again cos its 2 storeys! 3 of us crapped into a room and hundled through the nite!! LOL

Then we found another Hotel _The Park Hotel that just started operations 3 months ago.

It was so gorgeous!! (OKOK<>

Nevertheless... here's a peek of where we went.. **Ahem... other then shopping**

COOL resturant which Pan bought us to.. its housed on a huge... erm.. lake?


These guys were other patrons in VIP rooms (that needs reservation) cos here's KTV System in there for "competition" and "entertainment"



There you go, the surrounding! "Heng" Pan (THAI) was in BKK to bring us ard on one of the nites cos according to him, only locals will make the effort to come so far, and its NOT CHEAP




These were diners on the open air area, and there's even band singing!
Shortly after, there's drumming and singing as well, but by the waiters as one of the diners was celebrating her B'day there. . . (like Fish n Co back here huh... )




The dining place serves alot of cocktails and beers etc as well... and the prices were like... $12 for lychee martini! Half the price in Sin!
Evo: "Order for me, order for me! Cheep, Cheep!"
Lilo: "To us is cheap, to Thais, should be ex.. like wat we used to pay in zouk ba?"
Evo: "Don care, i wan i wan... "
But in end Pan ordered a bottle of beer for us to share.. then LILO DON WANNA DRINK...

Amidst some shopping (mainly in Platinum Mall)... we went pass Zen .. and i noticed some cool decorations on the glass panels of these shops... (apprarently selling high end products like Paragon Singapore)... so i took it...

For lunch, we mainly ate at foodcourts, so for dinner, Lilo strongly recommanded this place in Siam Paragon (Siam Station if you take the BTS) called the Paris (if i am right).... COOL Japanese food place. !!

Even the deco is pretty!!!! the mocha ice blend was HEAVENLY too! not to mention the food was reasonably priced so we each ordered a main and a side. It turned out to be too much!! and each of us only paid like SGD20.00!




The diners next to our table, seperated by a glass panel.... hardly see any Tourists around, instead most of the diners were Thais and **Ahem**trans-ve-thais... some are rather pretty.. but can tell la...

Lilo: "Let's guess if this one (Golden Hair) is ah Kwa not"

Evo: "Quite pretty lei! Somemore very "woman" lei... "

Lilo: "See the way he... she... erm, sway the hips! NOrmal women won;t do that what... "

Haizzzzzzzz........... Their prettier, slimmer and more hiao then us.. then how la~!!!!!!! (And the guys who accompanied them, were quite hunky themselves lei...

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We counted that we bought like mini hills of clothes and stuff but still .. when we came back to Singapore, we cannot resist the Singapore Sale!!

So if to err is human, then to shop is women...

LOL.........................