For every good, there's a bad.

First, my mum's diagnose with Multiple Sclerosis in 2001, common known as MS to Causasians, affects the central nervous system. The disease can appear in men or women, though women seem to have the disease about twice as often as men, but is usually found in young adults (16-40 years old).

MS causes lesions on this sheath and this damage causes the nerves to function improperly. Eventually, scar tissue can build up at the site of the lesions and this causes permanent damage. These lesions can appear anywhere in the central nervous system, and can in turn cause a wide variety of problems.

Some of the symptoms associated with this disease include:
- problems with bladder and bowel control
- memory problems
- troubles with vision, or blindness
- fatigue
- hearing troubles
- troubles with balance
- muscle weakness
- numbness or tingling in the extremities
- decreased perception

Out of which, my mum experienced all! And she refuses to take medication! You simply cannot coax, force or scold her like a kid, afterall, she's my mum!! It has been very stressful and it did not help that her working partner is a total Wh@re! I know its very rude of me to write that, but I cannot help it.

At times, i wonder if i will inherit this disease too? How alike are our genetic make-up?

See, the thing is, my mum cannot control all these. These symptoms has affected her speech, personality and working abilities to certain extend. People came to knew her condition and began to take advantage of her. Let's just say Karma is true, and retribution will either fall on those own or their next generation.

Which serves my notion of "For every good, there's a bad". I mean, you can continue bullying my mum and verbally abuse her. You can take advantage of her kindness and get freebies at company's expenses. But you will pay in time to come. In full and more.
But for people who call on us with kind and sincere intentions, you know who you are, you will be blessed with good health and all wonders of the world. Its still nice to know there's 2 or 3 out there who comes visiting and caring SINCERELY.

For myself, home's not going well, job's piling like nobody's business and relationship's a null now. Now the reverse, For every bad, there's a good for me.
I begin to realise i have the capbility to care for this family.
I learnt much more when ppl "delegates" to me, for better or worse.
I will be enjoying Singlehood for the longest time (no more waiting like an idiot by the phone, no more crying sadly).. dating guys for all I care. That is until I am sick of Singlehood, I will plunge myself in another Vicious cycle of r/s. Then all the problem begins again.

Maybe what the fortune-tellers' words will be true. I will marry a rich man, either that, we'll be rich after he marries me (cos I got "wang fu" face. HEY! Go argue with the 3 fortune tellers who told me that!). And my career will only take off after 30 yrs old. Maybe, its me who get rich and benefitted my future spouse..hahaha. I can stop working at 50 and enjoy life with 3 children. 2 boys, 1 girl.

Huh? I am digressing?? Who cares!! its my blog.. whahahaha..
Anyway, thanks for reading anyway.