New Year Resolution - 2006

Health~

• Keep my room as tidy as possible, Pack it once a week, sweep and mop, reorganise my wardroade and comic storage space. (maybe beg my dad or rent a space in his room/study room Hahaha)
• Keep fit and trim (Lose 5kg within 6 months and 3 more in next 6 months.) - Jog once/twice a week
• Buy only quality shoes. (My feet are very very delicate ok.. ..
• Cut down on Teh Si Xie Dai (Take fruits as a substitute)
• Cut down on alcohol (Clubbing..?? Hahahaha, let me think sit on this one for sometime)

Wealth~

• Buy more lingerie.
• Cut down on shopping for bags (Limited to only 2 a year)
• Stop buying clothes on impulse.
• Save more (By Increase income/reduce spending/read up on financial planning)
  
  

Knowledge~

• Practice my violin often.
• Learn Japanese properly.
• Read more on Self-Help and my "Wu Lin Mi Ji" (Ying Yang Jing)

Time Management~

• Sleep early (I'll refrain reading magazines/ comics on my bed, which is a hard habit to break). I usually get into bed, chatting or reading at 11pm till pass 12 midnight and then have insomnia later.

On the same note, i am going to be nicer to myself -

• Take more pictures of myself and update friendster.
• Do weekly Hair Mask, Facial Mask and foot scrub. (buy better skin care products)
• Make sure I dress more like an executive on first 3 days of work week.
• Be more appreciative, more tolerant but more assertive. (at work)
• Talk to my mum more often and make her laugh so that she can feel better about her illness.
• Be nicer to my boyfriend and spend quality time.

I am also going to (TRY) Stop planning for marriage because I have not done any soul-searching to determine what I want out of life, out of marriage and out of my partner. I guess not only men has commitment phobia. My weakness is to be overly paranoia and pessimestic. I prefer to give up all then to carry on if there's high risks involved. (Coward??) Maybe.

I keep falling into this vicious cycle so being sick of work, sick of my image, sick of "leachers" friends, sick of my relationship, yet felt scared to get out of this situation - then tried to make things work - Failed.. the begin cycle again. So this 2006 resolution might well be the same for 2007, 2008, 2009 and so on.. but I'll just have to keep trying. Guess again, its habitual.. Hey!!?? what's wrong with me? Haha. Let me be happier later.